Sunday, December 18, 2011

Christmas wishes don't come true

isn't christmas supposed to bring people together? like heaven to earth? like reconciliation to the estranged?

the one thing i want is for the people i care about to care back. i want the broken to be fixed. oh how impossible this seems. nothing cool like that ever happens to me. reconciliation, love, these things are for other people.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Life is great

when you realize how much of a disappointment you are to those around you.

on a mostly unrelated note, it's just flipping awesome when you wake up from that dream in which your best friend actually wants to be your best friend again.

and how about how no one ever tells you that they like your outfit, or that you are pretty. but they make sure to tell you that you look tired, or sick. even when you're not the least bit of either. i guess you should just be happy that they even noticed that you are alive.