when you realize how much of a disappointment you are to those around you.
on a mostly unrelated note, it's just flipping awesome when you wake up from that dream in which your best friend actually wants to be your best friend again.
and how about how no one ever tells you that they like your outfit, or that you are pretty. but they make sure to tell you that you look tired, or sick. even when you're not the least bit of either. i guess you should just be happy that they even noticed that you are alive.