this is the way things are. you will never be wanted like you see other people being wanted. you are an afterthought. just because you are in a new place, doesn't change who you are. just because you are with a new group of people, doesn't mean they will treat you any different from the old group of people. you will be the one left out. there will be no effort to include you. out of sight out of mind. get used to being alone.